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"tonight"
by theusedpoet (2005-05-18.00) |
you look up at me with those eyes. ask me if i'm drinking tonight. i've drank so much that i don't want to know watever is on your mind tonight. but go ahead and come join me. i can promise that it won't be anything by morning.
no i don't want you touching me.
holding me.
telling me that i'm beautiful. or that i'm alright.
nothing is right in this circle anymore.
nothing can mend wat i have burned.
you look up at me with those eyes. don't. i don't need your pity. your help. your strength. i'm doing fine on my own.
i have a guy who will hold me.
who will drink with me.
who will keep things the way they are.
happy. easygoing. unserious.
this is no way love. or lust. or anything. it's sumthing that works. we meld together in nothingness.
so don't look up at me with those eyes. telling me that i could do so much more. that i deserve so much more.
you have not lived my life, nor tasted it.
you know nothing beyond the night.
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